Let Me Be

Yeah Yeah yeah Look, fell from the heavens in 97 Ain't seen no sheep, what is sleep? I'm restless when counting blessings Can't see too many when living in sin while they contesting If he were to die today would he see the gates of heaven That's the question, what's my purpose? Am I worth it Far from perfect, reason being straying far from all them churches Feeling like I shouldn't have to learn them verses from the scriptures All this praying isn't working, death reserved you can't reverse it Seeking vengeance, this verse could serve as the premise A haven to keep from feeling complacence inside these trenches You know the feeling of drowning inside what they call pretentious Off precision kept me out of the money I wanna swim in It goes against my morals and traditions to think of quitting These struggles causing all my inquisitions Which seems to put in the position of saying f*ck em Like I ain't value y'all niggas opinions I dropped the tape, know it was further than late Gave y'all a couple demos now y'all ain't got nothing to say I got a lot of shit they served with my plate, all's at stake Doing it all just to ensure that we ate, I need a way to escape I shut my eyes, dim the lights, close the drapes And think about my future, failure's not apart of my fate I know these kids can't relate, cause everything was given to them I would scrap for the bait, never the need to debate I don't have a dream, those require sleep Infatuated with the riches those inspire me With similar desires, you get my inquiry I been stressing tryna get it, tell them niggas (Let me be) Tell them niggas let me be I been stressing tryna get it tell them niggas let me be (Let me be) Don't worry bout me, get the f*ck out my face nigga I can't breathe I don't have a dream, those require sleep Infatuated with the riches those inspire me With similar desires, you get my inquiry I been stressing tryna get it, tell them niggas (Let me be) Time elapsed, leading me to relapse Through years of hell to get to Nazareth and Lazarus back A weaker will revealed the happiness that's fading to black And got me asking where the f*ck is it at They say you need to relax but shit the devil hanging over my back How should I cope with this, I need to find a way to react Load the clip inside the 9, proceed to cocking it back Squeeze the trigger, splat My mama cleaning blood of the mat Desperation in turn of physical degradation I walk alone on this road in search of a destination Mental break downs, break down, split the middle Get it lit, pass around my medication Yeah, mama never loved it, I know it hurts her heart that her only son does it You ain't first without a good impression so it's f*ck it. I'ma keep a blunt inside my mouth these bitches love it I don't have a dream, those require sleep Infatuated with the riches those inspire me With similar desires, you get my inquiry I been stressing tryna get it, tell them niggas (Let me be) Tell them niggas let me be I been stressing tryna get it tell them niggas let me be (Let me be) Don't worry bout me, get the f*ck out my face nigga I can't breathe I don't have a dream, those require sleep Infatuated with the riches those inspire me With similar desires, you get my inquiry I been stressing tryna get it, tell them niggas (Let me be) Dug myself up out this pit, don't need your pity Should've figured that you fucking niggas wouldn't get me Let alone think you'd understand me, it's been different since I lost my granny Distance grew between my family It may be my defiance. F*ck these rules we living by, I'm not abiding Wish I could be compliant but how I'm living, you'd spend all night crying And if they would tell you it would be alright then they'd be lying I'm tryna learn the science of myself which led to silence Now nobody's up to listen to my findings And I find it difficult remaining tranquil, keeping kindness When these niggas actions at me have me happy for some violence I say happy, emotion, I never knew it Until I became amused with this movement I call the music It's the only thing I have in this life and can't lose it Whenever I'm down bad it's been proven as therapeutic Not one of these bitches I thought would be down for me and kick it Holding out on 7 digits but let me not be specific Just get into these logistics on how these hoes be persistent When they see that I'm prolific, bank account with 7 digits Let me be