Too Many Vendettas

As I grip this crystal globe Tell me what my future hold I escaped a troubled past Not the same as once before In the mold a vengeful soul Gotta keep my grudges close Certain shit I can't let go With vendettas aimed at most Too many vendettas to not keep one tucked inside the head Too many vendettas playing cautious here don't mean you scared Too many vendettas to not keep eye out for infrared Too many vendettas you can't save em if I want 'em dead Chrome crosses cross my heart, I hope to die inside the Stoney I surround myself with steppers cause I can't crease my Saucony's Russell hands, a ring on every finger, how could I be lonely? My ex probably skewed my views on any thoughts of matrimony Niggas form facades behind a cell then talk like you the phony Playing games of simulation, fakest gangstas such jabronis Got a list of dastard deeds I gotta see before atoning I can't shake these tendencies to fill the needs I seen you wanted yeah Get it then I flaunt it yeah By my past I'm haunted Need you here to ease my mental but I can't just be platonic yeah Stress do flee from chronic yeah Can't put down the tonic yeah Press feed of the garments yeah She concede I'm charming yeah Knee deep in these trenches, this a summer filled with vengeance As a youngin' I was timid, dropped my nuts and started spinning I don't need blood stains on linens (nah) Got a cohort laced with menace (what) Even though our spirits kindred (what) They know I can't be caught in it She know I be deep off in it She show me y'all be stalking it Once I tee off leave y'all winded We can see y'all ain't authentic Take the lead, y'all start, I finish (uh, wait) Who wanna see? Niggas be bitches, they spilling the tea I need my bitches defending my peace I know the plot here's bigger than me Big up my ego belittling me Weight that I bear wear me spiritually Curses in cursive then lyrically Everything ain't what appearance it seem Meant that shit if I said it (bitch) It ain't done till we dead it Vengeful summer we headed, yeah As I grip this crystal globe Tell me what my future hold I escaped a troubled past Not the same as once before In the mold a vengeful soul Gotta keep my grudges close Certain shit I can't let go With vendettas aimed at most Too many vendettas to not keep one tucked inside the head Too many vendettas playing cautious here don't mean you scared Too many vendettas to not keep eye out for infrared Too many vendettas you can't save em if I want 'em dead