Superfan

I'm about to get real, let me tell you how I feel I'm not really an artist, even when I try my hardest A superfan, I tried too hard to be legit Do I really have a talent, or is obsession all it is? A superfan, I feel like a superfan Other people out here all looking like they're Superman Honestly people don't really listen to my product But I'm out here freaking out cause I got collabs on my project? I mean yes, it's super cool. I don't wanna act the fool But honestly I'm really just a minnow in a big pool Tryna balance music ambition and staying in school Sometimes I'm feeling like I broke all the wrong rules I'm about to get real, let me tell you how I feel I'm not really an artist, even when I try my hardest A superfan, I tried too hard to be legit Do I really have a talent, or is obsession all it is? Sometimes I write dumb lines and hide behind the beat Sometimes I wish that collabs were a little more cheap Hold on a second (Lord, use me) Sometimes I have to pray just to stay on my two feet Sometimes I'm unsteady, sometimes I'm insecure But I'm looking to the Lord like “make this music Yours” 5 loaves and 2 fish. I know You're gonna use it Never let it be about me when I make this music Multiply my offering beyond what I can see Because I know that Your kingdom is more important than me You can use me when I'm cold, You can use me when I bring heat And even when I'm a superfan I know the Lord'll use me I'm about to get real, let me tell you how I feel I'm not really an artist, even when I try my hardest A superfan, I tried too hard to be legit Do I really have a talent, or is obsession all it is A superfan, I feel like a superfan Not an artist, not a fan, more like in the middle, man A superfan, I feel like a superfan But Lord knows that I'm much more than just a superfan