cantwin

Regardless of the pain I lived in the past or in the present Regardless of the cries, the sleepless nights and the burdens I count and am grateful for every single blessing And every day is a lesson reminding me nothing's for granted Nothing is what I wanted But what happened and how it happened Contributed to my growth And I wouldn't change it for a second Yes I have my shames Countless regrets Frightening pains I got tags on my name Everybody's trynna pin me Fit me in a box Truth is they hate the way They can't close me with a lock And you still say it's luck? I say it's hard work Nights full of anxieties And long hours Couple prayers from my grandma Couple liquors for the trauma Couple haters causing drama Couple hotties in my insta Many liars, many "wanna" Not enough "now I'm gonna" One day I'll buy a couple diamonds for my mama Many backstabs Many laughters Many brain dead rappers Not spreading truth and peace but calling "bangers" Ignoring or hiding from what truly matters My only happiness is to see my people happy My only pride is to make my family wealthy My only goal is to help my country steady And my only fear is not being heard while I'm still standing I can't win I can't win No I can't No I can't No I can't win I can't win I can't win I can't win Seeing everybody going on with their lives I feel like I'm on a treadmill Running on place yet too fast They say they gassed when they hear my songs But never share any single song Always G-testing me Diss-tracking me Mishearing me Still they hating me Anyone listening to this song I'm grateful Glad you listened till here without skipping to the next song And if in your head you don't like this Say you don't know, don't care, or your opinion's biased I'm not asking you to listen every second I'm just trynna help you get the motherfucking message You gotta keep yourself up You cannot let your guard down When the sun won't shine And the stars won't show You gotta carry your crown You gotta keep yourself up You cannot let your guard down When the sun won't shine And the stars won't show You gotta carry your crown I can't win I can't win No I can't No I can't No I can't win I can't win I can't win I can't win