doctor am i fine ? (feat. Sam Higo & Marianne)

Been doing this all my life I don't need to hear it ain't worth my time If you want to see the other side Doctor am I fine ? Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Wonderland Change of perspective Homies hatin' on me and I am affected Yeah I ain't effect-less Cuz when I drop they receptive Matter of fact let's blame it on y'all For having projected your self-hate on me Let's face it, it made me self-made Self-taught, my thoughts are fenceless I write my shit semi-awake I don't need to know Creation comes from within I don't need to blow Cut my ear to stop the voices Do I need to Gogh to extreme lengths Like life or death if I want to grow ? I give the best advice, I don't take my own I'm on the roll I'm wondering in Wonderland I'm covering uncharted lands Chasing dreams got me losing sleep I'm either close or I'm losing flair Maybe Greece's sun will shed some light Sometimes you gotta breathe, like give it air Take the summer off, try to get it right Let the record show I took the blows And went my way I'm only twenty something doc Shit ain't alright Right ? Right alright Shit ain't alright Cuz I remember back enough When I used to talk but was never backing up Homie back me up ? Y'all dab me up, hype me up, but never back me up Mad as f*ck To be fair though, lumbago Now I'm treating homies like embargoed And as far as the peace goes It only comes by when my piece goes So I tell my friends it's a phase I'm in law school, raps a game "Don't take it serious, graduate" Don't know how serious I actually am I was twelve in my room getting bullied At home and at school so I started to truly Scribble my thoughts and I did it so freely My rhymes came out dark but I said how it should be Couple years past with a couple more scars Heartbreaks, backstabs did leave a mark Ain't forget nor forgotten Not afraid of remarks Not a tree for the barks Not a shot in the dark bish I saw the bullseyes quite clearly you bitch "Look at yourself you is drowning you bitch" "Procrastinate more than Parisian bitch" Give me a lifeline, I'm drowning you bitch There's gotta be a Wonderland I can reach There's gotta be a Wonderland I can preach