Apathy

I lost the feeling in my thought but I'm not sure when I think I maybe just forgot to care about it I paralyze my energy to keep a flat line This dance feels likes slow motion but I'm in real time I'm not inside of my head but I have not left it I'm unaware of the threat that I am avoiding I watch their smile turn to laugh, but I just hear nothing I should wanna know where I am, but I just feel nothing I look the same as always so I must be alright But I don't recognize the beat that's keeping me alive I'm not inside of my head but I have not left it I'm unaware of the threat that I am avoiding I watch their smile turn to laugh, but I just hear nothing I should wanna know where I am, but I just feel nothing I just feel nothing I know that I need it I lean in and feel it