Entry 10: Doubt

I think that I should have this figured out What will make me happy Everything I think I love, I never do It doesn't make me happy I'm just tired of chasing thoughts and making plans When I just give up on them I'm so exhausted from the expense of feeling so inspired I know that it's crazy to be so sad about what you will make of your life But it matters to me more than anything I fluctuate between trust and doubt depending on the weather I guess that I thought I would know by now what deserves my effort I know that it's crazy to be so sad about what you will make of your life But it matters to me more than anything Ya, I know I'm good, but it's never enough Ya, I know I'm loved, but it's never enough I can't be okay when I know what I'm missing I just wish that I could figure out what will make me happy I just wish that I could trust that you're enough Enough to make me happy