Entry 13: Courage

I've been in my head rearranging the repertoire And reviewing my thoughts though the windshield of moving cars I'm making it all clear so I don't miss anything Cause I get lost in me and burn every escape I know myself better when I let you tell me Cause I enjoy ruining the depiction of progressing I call it all off with illusions of compromised authenticity in the back of my mind I march toward uncertainty It's convincing me I secretly wish for it to just make sense But I wear a blindfold and expect the opposite I'm coming to terms with the construction in my skull And every adjustment will loosen my control I march toward uncertainty It's convincing me The flood of my identity in violent recovery I'm leaving it all behind To know truly I'm satisfied I swallow the things that haunt me When I complicate you talking I know I don't a thing I've confidence accepting There is still fear in me But I'm ready I can't give it up yet I'm in it till the end