Entry 4: Anxiety

This doorway is an entry to a mind game for my body My lungs can't keep up breathing with my heart's uneven beating This is uncontrolled and violent panic in the silence The aggravated pressure I swallow in surrender I ask one more time to hold me down My knees are weak, I brace the ground Escape to dimming vision void of conversation I've let out all that's inside me, but I'm screaming into nothing I ask one more time to hold me down My knees are weak, I brace the ground Is anyone here listening My voice is lost from whispering What could make this easy What could make this easier I drown in loud attack and wait for the sunrise The voices soon will end Dust will reach the earth I'll find rest The delicate reply takes truth by surprise My beggar sound is heard Dust will reach the earth I'll find rest