MANIC

Bitch, I'm manic And I ain't got no disco But I got a lot of panic I wake up popping bottles Go to bed Popping a Xanax And I ain't got no future Please don't ask me What the plan is I'm living for the here and now And looking where your man is Only give a f*ck about the cash And where my grab is Serotonin gucci Call that emotional baggage Pretty even when I'm crying You know I'm a savage The saddest and baddest Manic I got bloodshot eyes F*ck a blue sky I don't wanna be here But I still don't wanna die I can hardly breathe And they tell me I don't try I don't know if I should laugh Or if I should cry I got little pills Just to get a little peace One minute I dance Next minute I'm on my knees Wear a fake smile That's what everybody sees Only God and my doctor Know the real me I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I just wanna be I just wanna be Anyone but me Anyone but me Bitch, I'm manic And I ain't got no disco But I got a lot of panic I wake up popping bottles Go to bed Popping a Xanax And I ain't got no future Please don't ask me What the plan is I'm living for the here and now And looking where your man is Only give a f*ck about the cash And where my grab is Serotonin gucci Call that emotional baggage Pretty even when I'm crying You know I'm a savage The saddest and baddest MANIC Is this what you want? Is this what you want? Medicate me Sedate me I'm not motherfucking crazy White knuckle fist Gotta get a grip And my sweat Cold as ice That's my fucking drip I got 20 missed calls From my therapist But I'm not looking For another Fucking ass to kiss I'm the biggest disappointment In my family Wear it like a Boy Scout badge Proudly People whisper every time They come around me If you want a bad bitch Well, you found me I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I just wanna be I just wanna be Anyone but me Anyone but me Bitch, I'm manic And I ain't got no disco But I got a lot of panic I wake up popping bottles Go to bed Popping a Xanax And I ain't got no future Please don't ask me What the plan is I'm living for the here and now And looking where your man is Only give a f*ck about the cash And where my grab is Serotonin gucci Call that emotional baggage Pretty even when I'm crying You know I'm a savage The saddest and baddest Manic