Changes

I followed the rules Tried to abide Why do I feel so uninspired Oh what's the meaning I need the reason Slipped the cracks I lost the fire I got no fuel for my desires I need to move on What's the solution I need to make some changes I need to rearrange the mess I made of this I need to make some changes Cuz I've been just maintaining now I need a fix I'm staring at this glass now it's empty I probably shouldn't do it but I'll fill it up I'll admit that lately I've been feeling empty I'll admit that lately I don't have it in me It's getting strange to me I've come to realize When I look in my own eyes Something is missing, something is different I need to make some changes I need to rearrange the mess I made of this I need to make some changes Cuz I've been just maintaining now I need a fix But I probably won't I'll just disappoint myself with all the lies I need to tell To make me feel like I am well Pretend that it is just a spell It's the same ole same ole Just a different day oh It's so hard to act like I'm ok It's the same ole same ole It's just the same ole same ole But this could be the last one I could prove everyone wrong Maybe i'll turn it around Maybe i'll start it right now I need to make some changes I need to rearrange this mess I need to stop complaining Wish I could get out of my head