Thick Skin

I saw your face It killed me Beauty on a screen to good to be true I saw you there The concert hall I was so numb too scared to come over I know you tried to push things And I know I turned you down I know it's the hardest thing I've had to drag myself through What will it change You're over me I lost my chance I can never go back When we talk It's clear to me You won't stay you won't wait for me I can find a way to make you mine Just keep me at the fore front of your mind Time is running out I'm slowly breaking down These are the reasons I won't face up to you I suck at honesty and lack dependency Can you see straight through my thick skin?