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Ayo The game of life i don't play that shit Catch me on facebook live sayin "i guess that's it" Other people in my way, soon I'll address it Other people, they wanna prevent my last exit My life is an operation that I managed to botch Disappoint those all around me cause they can only watch Find me in my blood soaked pajama pants crotch Box cutter in hand what nub I wanna notch Love isn't real, don't let it ever lie to you It doesn't make sense, a fourth dimensional hypercube Just give up, go and fetch the fuckin noose And end all these years of constant self abuse I'll sit in the garage and turn on the car Coward's way out but I'd never get far I wasted my time, my life is subpar From dust to dust, that's all that we are Just a poisonous suppository You can't ever hide from the allegory Funny how things always seem to end When they end it's always so inflammatory Reproductive mannerisms Hiding from their pragmatism I push everyone away using my magnetism To avoid their dogmatism Life controlled by fatalism The worst thing you could ever do is be pronatalism I sit in the water crying in soap and shower Regurgitating ideas from Arthur Schopenhauer Traumatic nothings; marble and a broken tower Shotgun to my head to exert my only power