13 (feat. Filth)

I've gone through hell and back Walked away to turn around again The blade you stabbed me with Can't cut as deep as this depression A life full of lies is broken But never the rope I'm choked in You severed the saint in me cause i cannot be what I have not chosen Traumatic Betrayal is all that I've known and The fear that no one is left to turn to when I am told I have no friends False promise Look at me and repeat what you just said I'm tired of fighting myself and watching you lie to me night and night again Take this suffering I can't watch you die right in front of me Another child forced to escape their home with no chance of leaving Take this the f*ck away I can't keep on living with no release These thoughts inside my head continue drowning me The memory of you still haunts my deepest dreams Me running in circles trying to blind my eyes by the sights I've seen Every mother hopes their young can slumber peacefully But as I look back again Is this what you had really wanted? I think Is this what you had really wanted? Is that what you had really wanted?