It's okay I'm good

I keep falling apart The curse of a good heart Love was never easy Not when you're in the dark I've been up and down Down and up Been feeling like a ferris wheel Emotions tucked My Thoughts aside It appears I'm stuck again For days I'd be in my mind All the memories they intertwine I don't care too much for myself How long until I'm outta this hell It feels like I'm just outta line I think I'm running out of time So S.o.s I wish you the best I'll see you around How have you been? My friend? I see there's problems within Just hit me you know I'll listen to you Don't ask why I lie or hide everything inside I rather deal with the problem by myself I keep falling apart The curse of a good heart Love was never easy Not when you're in the dark I've been up and down Down and up Been feeling like a ferris wheel Emotions tucked My Thoughts aside It appears I'm stuck again Hard to let go Wish I could know How to just find peace of mind on my own Where do I go from here? I need peace in exchange for fear Been dealing with all this pain over the years I keep falling apart The curse of a good heart Love was never easy Not when you're in the dark I've been up and down Down and up Been feeling like a ferris wheel Emotions tucked My Thoughts aside It appears I'm stuck again