adrift

What's wrong with me? Is there something there that everyone else can see? Cause I don't know why I've been so tired and done Can't do much but wonder why I can't get it right I want to turn off the lights And spend my days inside I get so uncomfortable and I want to hide There's such an uneasy feeling looming around And it's in the air whenever I feel down (Why have me around?) I feel the darkness closing in on me Emptiness inside and I can see That there's no one and nowhere for me to go Set adrift, left to wander on my own I am lost but I know that I'm to blame And the days blend together, it's all the same Left to deal with my thoughts and I feel so alone So let the waves take control and swallow me whole Swallow me whole I push people away when I ask for help Cause I don't know to deal with problems by myself Better than keeping it in But it gets through my skin Every time there's a small problem to face Always out of place I've never truly felt free Why bother dealing with me When anyone can read between the lines And shine a light And find a person who's so insecure (Don't know what I'm good for) I feel the darkness closing in on me Emptiness inside and I can see That there's no one and nowhere for me to go Set adrift, left to wander on my own I am lost but I know that I'm to blame And the days blend together, it's all the same Left to deal with my thoughts and I feel so alone So let the waves take control and swallow me whole Swallow me whole