spike fields

(Walking through a field of spikes) I might've spoken too quickly 'Cause deep down I wanted you to pick me A short-lived burst of apatheticness came round in the worst way And I found something out, could it be? He's not just a friend to you, is he? You gave me a reason to never come back But I feel the same love from the first day That I met you, but what happened to us? You took a liking to a friend of mine who does Nothing to deserve your attention But he's the one with your affection (Walking through a field of spikes to get to you) So sing me lullabies And dry the tears from my eyes Cause I've lived so long with you, and you're a part of me But I am just your memory A fading thought in the grand scheme And we still talk, but in my dreams You'll come back someday (And we can act like) nothing's changed at all (And I'm sorry) I'm starting to crawl (Back to you) I know I said it wouldn't bother me, but it's always on my mind And it feels like I'm walking through a field of spikes to get to you Running in the woods and vines rise from ground and wrap and bind Around my legs, they suffocate Everyday, it's more and more Lifeless, sprawled across the floor Scribbled words on old postcards Never meant to get this far From you