Why Am I Here?

I am alone, visions replay in my mind Screams in the distance, what wasn't meant to be Couldn't stop the craving from gnawing at my soul My toxic cocktail sets my sickness free Why am I here Have I met my time Trapped in this this realm I'm dead, yet alive Searching the world for the divine Will I ever see the light Am I damned for my past life Watching the sands of time go by Is this my Hell to be defied Will I ever see the light Looking down at my body a corpse without a soul I realized I've expired, my drug induced toll Needle still in my arm, I look and I see your face The waves of addiction washed my life away Why am I here Have I met my time Trapped in this this realm I'm dead, yet alive Searching the world for the divine Will I ever see the light Am I damned for my past life Watching the sands of time go by Is this my Hell to be defied Will I ever see the light Under doctor's orders to cure my pain Unleashed endless hunger to feel normal again Without warning my end was dispatched Promising my loved ones on my prescription pad Why am I here have I met my time Trapped in this this realm dead, yet alive Searching the world for the divine Will I ever see the light Am I damned for my past life Watching the sands of time go by Is this my Hell to be defied Will I ever see the light