Hey Dad

I break into your house See you sitting on the couch The stupid fucking slouch that you are Hey dad let's have us a father to daughter talk come on dad I take the remote out your hands Let's turn it down just a tad Grabs your hands and tie em behind your back Getting scared yet Didn't think id come back for you What's wrong didn't think I'd speak up Never tell anyone what you did Thought I'd stay quiet forever didn't you But you never thought about me did you yeah that's the problem You didn't care how it felt to me did you Yeah you just cared what u felt didn't you I bet you liked the feeling you sick f*ck I was too young like a sitting duck Couldn't do shit to fight you F*ck I still hate you They told me I should forgive you And it's not like it only happened once It's not like it only happened twice It's not like I could count the number of fucking times you forced yourself inside me But how the f*ck you forgive someone for rape in the first place "If your mo... Tie your mouth shut with tape I don't wanna hear it Shut the f*ck up Don't bring my mother into this You can't blame her She wanted me to have a father in my life You were supposed to be that father But I had my papa He means more to me then u ever will He raised me not you Was there for me when you weren't Wanna shove your face in some dirt Make you feel defeated You got me heated Now it's time for you to pay Your fucked the way you think You'll probably enjoy this Ha I know I will Ima make you bleed till you die Don't fucking try to ask me why Remember when you told me you'd kill me If I told Well ima kill you first Haha that's cold I know it is I just don't care What he did wasn't fair I shoot my girl a text Cuz after this I'm going to hell oh well Grab a knife of the shelf Cut off your legs Make you hobble like a fucking elf Don't fucking try to call me son Go to the drawer where you keep your gun Put it to our head Remember when you held it to my head I think back Stop your whining you said F*ck it I want you dead I ask if you're ready to die as you start to fucking cry Why you fucking crying now Just cuz you know ima pull this trigger Don't be a bitch now You were tough enough To hold me down When I was begging you to stop My therapist said killing you wouldn't help You starting to yelp But ima be honest I already feel better I hear sirens outside Any last words mother fucker The cops bust into the room Stop it drop the gun I laugh in their face and pull the fucking trigger Then I hear two more shots and I drop As we die we look into each other eyes Before I drift off I spit in your face The strange part is I don't regret my choice Then I wake up from my dream Wondering what it'll feel like in real life