Suicidality

I'm so sick of depression Cuz there's a literal pressure That presses you down like when you don't wanna get out of bed Why do you think I fled Ready to jump from that ledge They say it's all in my head here just take these meds Nah doc f*ck it, I just wanna be dead All these days are hazy It's like I'm stuck in a daze Tryna get outta this fuckin maze But I may just decay I'm not okay I can't take this for another fuckin day They say have hope but what is hope When there's no way to cope I can't take it nope I'm not gonna make it I can't even fake it So this is it I grab a knife and make a deep slit Right over a vein Cuz my life is vain And I'm tired of being in fucking pain Like a flood the blood Flows down my arm over my other scars Oh shit I'm starting to see stars No more crying I'm dying No more time I'm gonna die, f*ck it I guess this is goodbye