To Be Torn Apart

Somewhere There is Heaven Amongst your body Wounds amassed And when Heaven Is found Salvation At last Until salvation You lay beaten Broken No tears left to cry Filthy Handprints Upon skin Reminder To endanger Your mind The hands that feed Are laced with poison The help you seek Dismantled by years of erosion And when heaven Is found The body Will be lost Torn in half Leaking Spectral cascade Disgusting apathy Eroding my posture Blindly Fostering this hatred Deep inside of me Forever yearning for meetings of closure That will never Ever Come true Refusing To take the necessary Step forward To heal This wound That is forever Bleeding My Body Still bleeding No path to Wellbeing For how I was used has stopped me From feeling The constant memory Festering agony My use Has shriveled up As even the angels are fleeing As the Feathers fall The hope from my eyes Disappearing As this world Shrouds my being I fear I'll never be FREE