Crushed

Here's where I withdraw I loved you more, where words can never go And I hoped for more but never could say "I've always known that feelings go away" But, even when we are no more I still have a dream When the hurt goes away I still dream of you Day and night I'm in the quiet room Now wondering how I got here I find it hard to say the things I wanted to "I know you are afraid to be near Afraid you might disappear" Oh, oh, you've always been that way But, even when we are no more I still have a dream When the hurt goes away I still dream of you Every dream returns to earth The rain that comes down Washes up the tears I call "myself" My soul is crushed, crushed, crushed by you Even when we are no more I still have a dream When the hurt goes away I still dream of you The past reassembles itself after a dream like that It's like you're still dreaming because it's stranger now than before you woke up I'm breathing deeper than reality And I know I'm alive The patterns I use to understand the past had to be broken Because the future exploded And if I had tried to partition it And slowly put it inside me It would have diluted me into nothingness Alive and dead are the undefined points at infinity I don't know where I am, but my soul is Crushed, crushed, crushed by you Crushed by you