Survival

I am trapped here fighting despair I don't know anything about myself You said that you knew me well Well, you were so mistaken You were so mistaken This feels like a setback But I'll take it as a challenge I am someone who Has a plan to get me out of this place I am wounded so I understand the hidden pain in a face If you don't like the way I live You don't want what I have to give You're saying that my life's a mess Well I think it's not really you I was trying to impress Still, I want you more everyday The feelings in a heart won't go away This is no experiment Just one chance to make it Just one chance to make it I do what I have to The least of which rolls over me I'm someone who Has a plan to get me out of this place I am wounded so I understand the hidden pain in a face If you don't like the way I live You don't want what I have to give You're saying that my life's a mess Well I think it's not really you I was trying to impress Looking around there's nothing to see The earth the sky are all a part of a fantasy Stop this dream so I can sleep I am not quite joking A different kind of sleeping The clouds part On a breakthrough day Like we had last summer A refuge, just beyond the stars It's been around forever