Agonizing Struggle

Leave behind all the mess and the heavy stress Do my best I admit I'm a bit depressed All I got is rhymes can they get me threw my hard times Yuh All I got is rhymes can they get me threw my hard times I admit sometimes all I wanna do is die Time and time again try to make it go away Masking all my blaring pain Live a life full of grey agonizing dismay Started Praying every night hoping I won't suffer any other plights Find myself talking to the voices in my head like a virus it just spreads Only getting worse They will say I was just a bit misled Yuh Just misled yuh Head full of lead yuh Just misled yuh Head full of lead yuh Just misled yuh Head full of lead yuh Just misled yuh Head full of lead yuh I just want my nightmare to be over Getting older leave these problems For the morning feeling lonely writing up another sad story Writing up another sad story Don't you want hear about my drowning pain Wondering what I'm doing will make it go away Every morning wishing I was dead Now I know I have to stay I just want to throw it all away Looking at my daughter asking why I feel this way Voices speaking really loud pushing me to go away Looking at my daughter asking why I feel this way Everything I say might sound a bit Cliché Looking at my daughter asking why I feel this way Voices speaking really loud pushing me to go away