Dismay

Thoughts of suicide Late at night This don't seem right Should I follow bright light No amount of ice cant numb it all away I can't bare the pain nah Getting hard to want to stay Yuh Sounds cliche yuh Everyday full of dismay yuh Will I make it to my birthday Will I make it to my birthday Will I go midway Will I go midway Yuh yuh aye No one lives forever Even when they think they're clever Misadventures Ignore it like whatever Never listen to them even when they think there better Grinding on my grayest weather Do it all for pleasure To relieve my pressure Big endeavors yuh Hope this effort brings me treasure Take all measures goonie members stacking riches forevah yuh aye Stacking riches forevah Loaded gun to the head Sometimes wanting to be dead Loaded gun full of lead Ima leave you unread Loaded gun to the head Sometimes wanting to be dead Loaded gun full of lead Ima leave you unread GrimGang put me to bed I got my bread Gang laced up in jump men Infrared like bloodshed Make my name widespread I'll be ashes not yet