Wake Up Dead

I don't smoke away the pain it always comes back again I just wear gold chains To make me feel like Bruce Wayne Living in the darkness So you cant see how im heartless Just like Joker walking a path full of malice This is just a ballad full of sadness with a bit of madness try keep it balanced I just wanna buy a palace living lavish Yuh yuh All I get is life full of havoc it can be pretty savage cannot wait till I perish Like a soap opera I will die in spanish This all seems like a dark passage Just like chapters I will move right through it Yuh yuh yuh Right through it Yuh Yuh Yuh Right through it Yuh Even on sunny days My insides are grim and grey All I do is hope and pray that this feeling fades away I don't fear the day I won't wake just what awaits and the way that I behave Will they call me insane I ain't one to to complain Looking for escape to these current heartaches cant seem to go away I know I can't be the person that I use to be Looking in the mirror hating whos Looking back at me I know I can't be the person that I use to be Looking in the mirror hating whos Looking back at me I know I can not be the person that I use to be Looking in the mirror hating whos Looking back at me Yuh yuh yuh Aye yuh Everytime I think I'm dreaming realize I aint even sleeping Svmus be the name yuh Winning is the game yea 'Ploding like m33 hand grenade yuh I dont think I've found my purpose and it makes me nervous yuh Make it better with some cuban link purchase yuh Mask away my never ending burdens It don't matter cause they only want to see the surface Everyone hides behind some shiny curtains Double cups full of purple hear them slurping Slurring there meaningless empty verse Thinking there really diverse in there little universe I ain't one to speak cause It feels like im a living curse Bound for a life to only get worse Waiting for my hearse to arrive set the course for the underworld yuh Only to return with the blades of chaos Fighting off my demons Getting rid of all these feeling This is my way of healing All my mental beatings