Somno

Emptiness, waiting for the pain to hit Still keep looking back on it Knowing that it's gone but never out of sight Losing sleep, in an altered state of mind Spiraling through memories Always kept the end in mind Extirpate what I know and what I've known Put me in a better place Beat me senseless, tear me up and spit me out Make me numb and let me know if you can see the scars you gave me It's dark and cold though I know I'm not alone I can feel your breath creep down my chest I'm pleading, waiting for a sign to open my eyes Everything reminds me of you You know I can't do this on my own Point the finger, play this game, missed the point but that's okay Nothing ever ends so great, why don't I suffocate? Take my hand and decay with me White noise carries us through the night, static grains kill the light Waves of thoughts can exit my mind It's all fading to black, a forced collapse It's dark and cold though I know I'm not alone I can feel your breath creep down my chest I'm pleading, waiting for a sign to open my eyes Everything reminds me of you Why hold my ground when I should just give in? When have the nights become so cold? Where has time gone?