Dear Lord

Okay open and honest, I'd say I hated you You took away all the love, I hate that I prayed to you. I hate that I became a slave to what you said you do I hate that I became a slave but you made me lose I ain't tryna disrespect you but you know the truth You know you brought me to this earth just to make me lose Even worse you took my parents just to make me bruise You tryna tell me I'm a hero, that I'm bullet proof Well it's kinda scary when the bullets coming straight from you It's kinda blurry I ain't putting all my faith in you. It's kinda scary coz I know what you just came to do It's kinda weird, you say you love me but you had a clue You know exactly every trauma that you put me through I prayed to you to have a father that you couldn't do Not for you to take my mom and then my grandma too Not for you to give me life that ain't shatterproof I DON'T wanna be alive make that dream come true Only way to feel alive that's when I smoke on chuff Coz I'm just scared you'd take my life if I spoke the truth I'm just scared you'd take my sisters if I chose move I'm just scared you'd take away my nephew if I made a move I'm scared of what I'd do coz i just copped a tool To be open an honest you know I hated you To be open an honest there ain't much to do