Uncle Chubbs

Ah I'm having dreams that I'm on the floor with my niece She by the carpet and we playing and we all at ease The funny thing is that I couldn't see you in the picture But I just told her don't you cry, my mommy is with her And she said Damn, she said I just know that you miss her Crying everyday shedding tears on her picture Right up in the sky I just know that you miss her Uncle chubbs don't you cry just know heaven is with her It breaks my heart It breaks my heart that I had to write a song like this Your absence is the reason I'm a pessimist Or maybe it's God and he's doings that I'm a wreck like this I wish he told me every answer to a test like this Put a scripture on my face so I don't say no grace They bashing on me cause the kid in me just lost his faith To be a Christian, I don't know if I can ever stay I'm on my knees, but I just never know what else say I put my faith inside a bottle, keep on bottling Whatever's in my closet, tell the demons keep on bothering Filling up the bottle, till I'm drunk And I'll keep wondering if I should end my life, or keep on going like sister my did