Found Underneath a Cold Knife

My head is littered with these questions Will I ever get past this? My head is littered with these questions Am I here for any reason? My head is littered with these questions How many times have I been through this Too many nights Spent waking in a cold sweat Wanting to end my life again Too many days So fucking empty I need my head freed So fucking kill me Fucking kill me F*ck everything that I'm involved in F*ck everyone that I'm involved with