Carcass Heart

I want be torn from this pain beneath my skin Cleansed from this disease of being human Never did I ask to be housed inside of this husk of flesh Now, let me heave in my apocalypse Take me back to the enduring darkness Unhoist my broken neck, dispose of this carcass I am pleading before the Gates of Dis to let me in All I have to offer is my dismal end I'm so obsessed with death All I can taste is my demise My heart is severely numb My emotions remain paralyzed O' how my self loathing thoughts Quickly quell what's left of me Aiding in my escape From this living catastrophe Succumbing to a natural suicidal state of mind I'm anxious to decay And perish far from all mankind I'm eager to be bloodless Astray without a care Exiled from this unsought world Absent from mortal despair Flirting with my extinction For in this hell, I'm dispossessed A still breathing corpse Sustaining by a burrowed breath Into a vast oblivion I long to come undone As I step up to this noose From my death, I shall no longer run I see no hope Just an auspicious rope Within its clutch I'll place my throat Then hang myself until I fucking choke Out every trace of air Leaving none to spare This unwanted life My well being, I sacrifice Seduced by the noose May every memory be erased My presence I shall now forsake In peace I suffocate I want be torn from this pain beneath my skin Cleansed from this disease of being human Never did I ask to be housed inside of this husk of flesh Now let me heave in my apocalypse Take me back to the enduring darkness Unhoist my broken neck, dispose of this carcass I am pleading before the gates of Dis to let me in All I have to offer is my dismal end