Hearthphagist

Even writing about yoy feels wrong 'Cause that's giving you the attention that you could never loan You and I know, all those times you did me wrong I see you so easy about it, makes my whole body hurt I see your face in the wall and it is lying to me Looks at me like it is my fault, gaslighting me Cut that shit, I can't cut myself And it's funny You'd make fun of me if you saw me like this You don't remember right Don't wanna hear you Trapped in your own mind I coulnd't leave you That one was your fault I need you to be there I'll make it right this time You fucked me and you left And I would like to say that I don't hate you But I can't help to regret us, with you ways, so fucking horrendous 'Cause you didn't call me back when I was struggling Remembering the fact that you and I fucked I gave you my life And you leaving mean that it was all in vain How was I so stupid to give that power upon myself? With you I could never rest and I rather die Than touching you again, even when I crave for that You don't remember right Don't wanna hear you Trapped in your own mind I coulnd't leave you That one was your fault I need you to be there I'll make it right this time You fucked me and you Left whitout a sing I tried to die but I just didn't got the guts So I was feeling even worse Anything at all No darker, all is dark whenever I'm alone I'm hollow and it's all your fault