Fed Up With It All

Fed up for losing myself Fed up for others downing me Fed up for the way people treat me Fed up for the way I deal with shit Fed up for the shit I deal with F*ck it Tired of feeling like this Tired of feeling like nobody gives a f*ck Tired of feeling like Im down on my luck No one giving a shit that I'm stuck F*ck it Yet again in this dark place of mine The demons running straight down my spine Y'all wont ever see these tears flow from my eyes Sharing what's inside is my own demise So I'd rather write I fight myself and I know it's bad, Keepin' the negativity bottled up inside Even if I opened up. I'd still be the way I am I'm so broken from trus Everyone that I thought was real Never was (Never was) Because of this I've learned lessons from hardships Had to fall in order for me to realize Not everyone's true behind their disguise I try not to let it get to me, but it hurts When you give them your all And you call 'em out on it They act like it's your fault. Shit. Maybe it was (F*ck) I let them walk all over me Just so I could feel accepted I wear my heart on my sleeve Reason why I wish I could bury my heart So I wouldn't have to feel a thing Nobody gives a f*ck. I struggle with myself. I'm lost, demons clouding my mind People always talkin' from behind My mind is full of nightmares Surrounded by dark thoughts F*ck it I'm staying here. Got too much shit to do Just fed up with it all You won't see my wrists slit, but you'll see me spit These words are from the heart Some will understand While others will tear me apart I don't seek pity, I don't write bangers I don't write witty. I write for the hangers The ones with depression trying to hold onto life While others have aggression towards us Are the weak minded, the ones that bow out The ones that quit. The fake it til you make it crowd How are you proud? You can't be real to yourself Or others so you take it out with oppression And narcissism. You can't handle it We take the beat down because you feel like shit My lyricism isn't that good and I'm not good at rapping but I don't care I wrote what I had to say So f*ck it, and F*ck you too