No Friends

I started doing me because friends come and go But none of them fucking stayed I'm better off alone because I can't keep giving into the pain As the pain isn't my friend I get fucked up, paid up, for spilling my heart Ridin in my Monte Carlo Feeling like I'm on top of the world like Leonardo DiCaprio My music too dark? You think I'm the devil? But I got my eyes wide open I ain't no sinner look in the mirror looking like shear terror When you realize you ain't no better Making that devil music it's therapeutical Messing with a Ouija Board conjuring them Demons around me Black shirt, black pants, wearing all black I'm not saying I worship Satan I'm just saying we're on good terms Shoving your face into the ground Eat them worms Y-you think I give a f*ck Y-you think it matters to me Playing video games on twitch It's a life long dream to stream Maybe its a bitter pill to swallow I'm better off alone because I can't keep giving into the pain As the pain isn't my friend What comes around goes around karma's a bitch I won't be there when you end up in a ditch Keep that bridge burning I ain't gonna stitch it back You can go cry to your mama I'm not about that drama I started doing me because friends come and go But none of them fucking stayed Surrounded by people but still a loner The pandemic never changed me Introverted since birth f*ck a friend Ain't no one give a f*ck about me use me, abuse me Throw me away like I'm a piece of trash I ain't gonna hash this out I already said my peace Living life, doing me you hate that I don't give a f*ck You'd rather chuck our friendship over selfish needs But remember that what goes around comes back around Goes back around to you My mama told me that was true Now f*ck you I never wanted to be growing colder But now that I am older I just don't give a f*ck Screw around and you gonna find out No doubt Karma will bite your ass in the end I started doing me because friends come and go But none of them fucking stayed I'm better off alone because I can't keep giving into the pain As the pain isn't my friend