Trapped

You can't take away the pain My tears fall away like rain Feeling like a stain Nothing ever stays the same What a shame I wish I could get outta bed Feeling stuck in my head Sick of the way I feel Whats the deal? I wanna heal I feel like the villain in all this There is something feeling amiss I smile to everyone that looks at me As if it means anything Hidding behind a mask Sipping from a flask I'm sick of the way I think of myself Putting my feelings on a shelf For other peoples happiness Forgive the madness I'm feeling a bit bitter But it don't even matter Because you don't care Leaving my feelings in a shatter Don't you see I deserve peace? I want that sweet release I think I deserve to be happy. I don't mean to be sappy I'm feeling a little snappy Cuz I don't see myself the same As I used to proclaim I stand alone I should've known But I want to leave this place Leaving without a trace Walking with pace Every step brings me closer To closure I deserve to be happy now But you wont allow It was never about me It was about you You can't take away the pain My tears fall away like rain Feeling like a stain Nothing ever stays the same What a shame