Nhilism Tastes Like Lemon Flavored Raid

I could never confess to all of my regrets I guess its like a list im not done adding to it yet Some folks will find jesus and others will find AA Me i'm feeling skeptical i'll find another way One more depressing phone call and you're out of my life So i'll put on a mask and pretend EVERYTHING IS FINE My Heart is An Apartment full of our shitty memories So i'll take this dirty pocket knife and cut it out of me And i'll put it in my car and i'll drive it far away to a place Where no one can f*ck with it and i guess i'll be ok Nihilism Tastes like lemon flavored raid. Watch me Run cause i can't deal with the pain I can't believe its my fault im losing you. I guess being a dirtbag is all i know how to do...