Perseverance of Death

This silence echoes in my head Would it be best if I was dead? Would it matter if I wasn't here? Will I feel better if I didn't feel? Think about a way to leave this world My thoughts are empty and no truth unfolds All this time, it only feels undeserved Rest in cryonic where life's preserved Reality is blurred, insanity To say I'm living is blasphemy Death's shadow weighing me down Await the afterlife to wear my crown Eyes wide open and I see pitch black I wear the rope around my neck I realize that it's the way I will not live another day I close my eyes, see what's real Death angel calls, that's all I feel And I won't question what my life's worth Because nothing's left for me on Earth Receive this word on behalf of my soul It is I who sits here alone Look upon me in the night It is I who sits in the darkness To grieve the tragedy of life Now that I made my choice It's you I'll leave behind I will not look back I will not hold back Now it's my time My time My time to die