terminally online

This addiction is vicious but inconspicuous I know most people wont notice if I just keep it hidden I traded real connections and affection for this infection Only to avoid introspection and self reflection Hours turn to days Friends and family fade I thought I’d be ok but my life’s slipping away I thought I could control it but it started controlling me Not gonna stop til it drains everything out of me Bloodshot eyes I can never sleep I’m staying up all night staring at my screen Spend so much time online I’m doom scrolling in my dreams I’m losing my mind and wearing down my body Can’t look away from the light It’s so hypnotizing The rest of my life means absolutely nothing I can’t put it down for the life of me My only hope is killing my battery