Angst

I can't I can't I can't I can't I could never express this The angst i feel when I'm mentioned With music shit I'm too reckless Keep tossing out like I'm sinking This ship of mine is so sunken The edge I'm on is so fucking sharp Am I sad, depressed or just broken Am I over-dramatic, yes Funny how I'm still going, huh Edgy stuck as my motive, nah Brain's just stuck on the static I can't see past all the static Please help me find the emphatics I don't wanna be mad no more But I don't feel the rift closing And I ain't feeling the motive And this just keeping me sad And maybe we're just not close And maybe we are just over Arriving dead in the water I'm hung up on this it's over Cannot help it I'm hopeful My mind keeps playing it over We could've been something special I'm capping out it's too much Captain now and we've sunk And if I try again I might