Iamdreaming

I been going too hard I been going too hard, I been going too hard I been going too hard Status quo for the suckers Hour in, hour out Shitty job, keep quiet, no ruckus Keep my heart bound Late nights, heart racing Can't slow down Can't drift off When I finally rest Heavy REM hits my eyelids Reality curls, see other worlds and One of them has you A bubble where I can just laugh Tell you how I feel and you match it My mood swells I feel happy if just for a few moments And then I wake up I been going too hard I been going too hard, I been going too hard, I been going too hard I been going too hard Pitch black all around All I see is my house The light spills out I walk up the steps The shape of my mom I see her face and then I wake up I been going too hard I been going too hard, I been going too hard I been going too hard You barely see me I'm hardly stupid But my heart isn't stooping So if you hear this and hate me Just know I'm trying to stop it But I can't help myself And her name is