Losses

Forever on vacation Education's a bust I never made friends Too dense for this pace, forever chasing And all my homies stuck, it's adjacent Ethereal beats don't hide my clown style Not a stream in weeks I never lucked out I can't chase fame, is that my fortune Good luck or ill will, always misfortunate Caution to the wind A rap career is exhausting Bars to the grave, call that a lyrical coffin Under 27, still destined to die Feel the pressure on my soul I just stare at the sky I feel like I'm destined for more But the hills still far And I never learned to soar Happy or not Happy or not Are you ready or not Are you ready or not Sorry that I'm bitter sometimes No ill intent from these rhymes Still losing my mind I just wanna be loved I just wanna be wanted I wanna be touched I wanna be Hope to god I don't ever meet a god Hope my profits one day Balance out my losses Hope you see it when I look into your eyes Hoping I can make you mine