Nightmare

I kissed someone again You will never find out I don't wanna cause any pain But i know how this will turn out And i haven't replied to your texts And i know that you're feeling alone I don't even want any sex I just wanna sit at home For a moment, just for a moment The lights go out and i'm free from all The skeletons inside of my closet But when they go back on and I'm in the mirror at 3am I'm finally honest I'm a nightmare I'm bad and i don't care I'm gone the next morning Too quick like a jumpscare Left all of my friends aired Psyche is impaired Broken heart won't heal So for now i'm a nightmare And when i'll end it you'll cry You won't even know why I kissed you yesterday, today you're alone Don't try to call me baby i won't pick up the phone It's not my fault i'm like this I've been through some shit I've grown tough and i can hide my emotions I'm numb, heart has been through too much erosion For a moment, just for a moment The lights go out and i'm free from all The skeletons inside of my closet But when they go back on and I'm in the mirror at 3am I'm finally honest I'm a nightmare I'm bad and i don't care I'm gone the next morning Too quick like a jumpscare Left all of my friends aired Psyche is impaired Broken heart won't heal So for now i'm a nightmare Oooo, i'm a nightmare Oooo, i'm a nightmare Oooo, i'm a nightmare Oooo, i'm a nightmare I'm sorry, i don't wanna cause any pain Two doves in the wind, rings and engagements White picket fences feel like a jail I don't wanna trap myself in this arrangement I don't need you, i need the world I need to make art, die rich when i'm old Don't want skeletons inside of my closet But i know there'll be more that will join them Good person, bad actions Don't want interactions An introvert with trauma Who won't take blame for his actions I'm a I'm a nightmare I'm bad and i don't care I'm gone the next morning Too quick like a jumpscare Left all of my friends aired Psyche is impaired Broken heart won't heal So for now i'm a nightmare Oooo, i'm a nightmare Oooo, i'm a nightmare Oooo, i'm a nightmare Oooo, i'm a nightmare