KhemicalX

I'm looking for a sign I'm praying for an end Because lately it's been so hard To pretend that everything's okay When I feel myself slipping away Just sip another drink Drink my life away I ain't been sober since last week Trying to feel this pain Been down since this shit started Nothing was the same Put my feelings in my cup To try to ease this pain All I know is pain Think I had too much to drank All I know is pain Since you up and went away I ain't been thinking clearly I've been lost inside my head People be trying to talk to me But I wish that I was dead I ain't got no fucking heart So I drink mine instead Ice inside my cup Keep the voices out my head And I just can't seem to escape The darkness Right before the dawn is always When it's darkest I wish that I could stop this I just feel so empty I just look for reasons To keep on fucking living But I can't stop the bleeding It's so hard when nobody don't believe In you They only come around when they Need you I'm trying to find reasons to not to Knife pressed to my wrist And I make the fucking slit I'm watching my blood drip drip Thinking how did I get here All I know is pain Think I had too much to drank All I know is pain Since you went away