Forlorn

Throwing up at the thought of me Skin is cold, someone blanket me In covers of reassuring dreams I'll never warm up to my anxiety I thought I quit this I thought I agreed Inflicting valleys into my skin I swear to god I tried to listen A victim of my perfidy I can remember it all Hold me up onto the highest platform Make me accountable for what my body has paid for I'm so Forlorn In my future I am nothing but Forlorn I am Forlorn A perpetual loathe