T R A U M A

Grew up as a kid With no food in my lunch tin Fucking with the moshpits got my blood pumping Anger everyday Felt it like a prayer Wouldnt wash away Yeah im screaming at the air Always fucking with my life Had nowhere to turn Blood on the knife But i couldnt feel the hurt Daddy was a devil An my momma like the church Cry away your sins Yeah that belt will always hurt Grew up as a kid With no food in my lunch tin Fucking with the moshpits got my blood pumping Anger everyday Felt it like a prayer Wouldnt wash away Yeah im screaming at the air Always fucking with my life Had nowhere to turn Blood on the knife But i couldnt feel the hurt Daddy was a devil An my momma like the church Cry away your sins Yeah that belt will always hurt All the sad kids They blame them for their crimes Lock em in their cages An they never see the light Adopt them like a dog Treat em just as bad Look a lil too old The river and a bag They drown them in the park yeah They drown them in the park yeah They drown them in the park yeah They drown them in the park yeah They drown them in the park yeah They drown them in the park yeah They drown them in the park yeah They drown them in the park Always fucking with my life Had nowhere to turn Blood on the knife But i couldnt feel the hurt Daddy was a devil An my momma like the church Cry away your sins Yeah that belt will always hurt Never thought id live this long Suicide watchlist Now im paying bills Money got me feeling heartless Stressing bout this kid Hope they end up happy Never tryna boomer An end up like my pappi Always fucking with my life Had nowhere to turn Blood on the knife But i couldnt feel the hurt Daddy was a devil An my momma like the church Cry away your sins Yeah that belt will always hurt Never thought id live this long Never thought id live this long Never thought id live this long Never thought id live this long Never thought id live this long Never thought id live this long Never thought id live this long Never thought id live this long