ALIVE (feat. Generous Bring)

I've seen you in my dreams before And I still do I can't forget about your love But I must Cuz the way that you been acting now Makes no sense And it's time for me to change my road In advance I'm just adamant about change Want some things in my name All the thing that I lost on you Make me feel lots of pain Call me when you get lost I won't pick up the phone Know that you're on your own girl For you this line is closed Cuz when I think about you my headaches Just keep getting stronger You just told me Runaway Bipolar like Kanye We had so much fantasies Twisted and so dark yeah But now that you're like this I start to think that it was false yeah I don't wanna waste my time no more I just wanna feel alive oh lord take me back and make it last so long I just wanna go very far and alone I don't wanna feel that regret that I have I don't want our paths to cross at last If I come back will you leave me as fast Maybe if I go then we'll learn to forget I don't trip about shit But you be on a childish tip Everytime I try to fix it make it challanging Now I'm tryna figure out what the problem is No Communication is the consequence Now I don't trust you anymore Broken Promises Now I'm getting medicated Like a pharmacist And I'm done with you Like Finally Every time I tried to do enough you be saying I'm doing too much I gave you love I gave you trust And gave you more than enough So keep the lies to yourself all these excuses ain't gone work Ain't no coming back on this side baby this bridge is already burned So here's the reason I told you I'm an overthinker And I needed peace of mind And you said you can be that You said you've been feeling down and I said I'll try to heal ya But you've been speaking lies and now I can clearly see that I guess that you wanted that toxic shit But I wasn't toxic But since you was on that toxic shit Now Imma talk shit Don't deny it yeah I made you better Don't deny it yeah I made you greater Don't deny it yeah I made you believe in yourself and the bigger things One thing for certain Imma chase a bag One thing for certain I ain't taking you back One thing for certain Imma chase a bag One thing for certain I ain't taking you back I've been doing way better so please stay in your lane How about you go back to your ex and see if he changed He a lame he ain't doing shit I won't mention his name Don't know how I saw something in you that's strange Remind myself what I need, that paper Tell me what won't cheat, that paper Remind myself what I need, that paper Tell me what won't cheat, that paper