I Didn't Realize You Sucked (Demo)

Speak loud or forever scream inside your head There's no second guessing now Avalanche of emotions you're stuck inside your bed You can't handle the weight I call your name but it echoes down the hallway Like a ghost you're passing through Intrusive thoughts a reclusive soul and it all leads with me begging for you I'm always losing you I pretend that I don't think about your friends But I remember now The hate I felt every time I had to bite my tongue when they would open their mouths I call your name but I'm running out of oxygen I'm a ghost passing through Dirty thoughts, your body on a mattress but I was always losing you And I've been dying to know (I knew it'd be all on me, that's why I said to keep the apologies) I miss the sound of your presence and comfort And I've been watching you (I knew it'd be all on me, that's why I said to keep the apologies) I miss your everything