Molasses

Please excuse me while I fall apart on your apartment steps (I can't get out of my head) Pressure cracks where my knees have rested on your bathroom floor (Thanks for leaving me dead) I cannot help it I'm addicted to lies that only pass your lips, I need a medic I am spiraling down, Heaven left me, why won't you let me in? Let's take a second I'm just falling apart, Lack of human touch, a disgusting heart I've got you, you made the call and I'm dying outside I've got my hands in my pockets Hold the phone, I'm just a rambling mess, My words and lies, I'll choke (I'm crawling in to your bed) The line is cracking and I'm pouring my heart on the bedroom floor (I want you out of my head) You said you'd save me you're a crumbling site, The eyes of a temptress You fail to mention that you wanted me dead, Why did I let you in? I had something to say But the words aren't there I'll get ahold of myself I only think of myself