Absolute Darkness

Absolute darkness, I wanna go Absolute silence, I wanna know what it feels like with no streetlights and no engines humming I wanna feel my heart beat I wanna see the unseen little lightning flashes I've forgotten how to be the animal that I used to be, but I hope it's still a part of me 'Cause the only way to be free is to let the beast out eternally Ya, hunt and gather, build a shelter, defend against predators But isolation breaks you down, gotta venture out Back to those same city streets with the ambient light and the engine heat And try to forget how freedom feels Ya, I've got a good life here Ya, I've got everything I need I've still got some alcohol and 'bout a half gram of weed And when I close my eyes I don't see anything Ya, when I close my eyes I don't fear anything Ya, when I close my eyes I can't remember a time when I've ever felt more alive