Chill

I've never felt so all alone Just so you know I can't hold back Trying to get you on the phone Thought I'd come further but I still react Looking back I should've seen The way you caught me in your web Addicted to your tragedy I'm aching for you, keep on thinking all the worst, You were never there, I was always scared, Now we're all alone, sucked dry to the bone, Faded Memory, behind the haze you'll see, What was really true, nothing left for you, I wonder what is keeping you from me, Was it something that I said, Did you decide to set me free? Are you gave up or nearly dead? I smile weakly, keep on trying to keep my grip, All I know is that I'm lost and I have got to chill, Cuz I'm falling and I'm broken and I'm wasted, And I don't have the will... Your eyes still sparkle in my memory, Your tongue still brings me back to life, You are not immune to my history, I didn't hurt you, but I hear you crying, I'm losing conscience, keep on sliding back to home, All I know is that I'm lost and I have got to chill, Cuz I'm falling and I'm broken and I'm wasted, And I don't have the will... Christmas lights and memories, I don't belong, Hold you close tight right next to me, but you're all gone, I'm aching for you, keep on trying to let you go, All I know is that I'm lost and I have got to chill, Cuz I'm falling and I'm broken and I'm wasted, And I don't have the will... I don't have the will